A Dream and a Few Angels

A few weeks back, I had a dream where I was standing on our back porch, looking down into the canyon. I saw two fawns standing in the long, flat feeder where we provide a high-protein supplement for Daisy and her friends year-round. In my dream, these two babies were just standing in the feeder looking at me, and I understood they were mine to raise. For days, the power of this dream and the intense feeling that it would come true was with me constantly. When the game warden brought Emma to us a week later, I was not surprised.

Over the last two weeks I have kept hope for that second fawn in the dream. In part, because it would fulfill the dream and I would not feel like I was silly for being so sure I would be raising two fawns – I had already told too many people how positive I was about the dream! But mostly, I knew this time I did not want to raise another single fawn, because it would be tough to watch Emma go through her first months of life alone, in a pen. Deer are herd animals and quite social, so when we acquired injured Holly deer when Daisy was about seven months old, it was as if an angel sent her to us. Holly helped to calm Daisy. They laid together in the pen and, even though Daisy established herself as the dominant doe, it was apparent that they had a way of getting along, and of respecting each other’s boundaries. And Holly, having been wild all of her life, taught Daisy a few things too – like how unnecessary it was to take shelter in the barn. Daisy never went inside the barn again after Holly arrived. Instead, she and Holly weathered the outdoor elements together, just as all deer do in the wild.

A selfie to show how "in my face" Emma is in the garden. She is really not much help at all with weeding!
A selfie to show how “in my face” Emma is in the garden. She is really not much help at all with weeding!
Emma loves to hide in the lush plants of the deer pen.
Emma loves to hide in the lush plants of the deer pen.
Emma checks out her neighbors, the chickens. Those roosters make a lot of noise!
Emma checks out her neighbors, the chickens. Those roosters make a lot of noise!
Emma has taken to the barn for shelter in the late afternoons. Thanks to our friends, Randell and Ruthie, Emma has a lot of nice straw to bed down in!
Emma has taken to the barn for shelter in the late afternoons. Thanks to our friends, Randell and Ruthie, Emma has a lot of nice hay to bed down in!

Yesterday, a man running a wheat harvesting combine, stopped his machine and flagged down his friend who had been helping haul the grain from the combine to a semi-trailer truck, with his tractor and wheat wagon. He explained that earlier, he saw a whitetail doe go running off on one of his first rounds, and now noticing some buzzards flying overhead, he wondered if he had hit something with the combine. So both men stopped their work and began walking the fresh wheat stubble to find whatever might have been hit. After a bit of a search in the large field, they found an injured fawn. Realizing it had been cut by the combine, they immediately called the game warden, but received no answer. So, they carried the fawn back to the tractor and kept it in the cab beside the driver with a leash and collar fashioned from duct tape, while hoping to hear from the game warden soon.

Ronnie, the tractor driver, who had retired from the same company FD works for, suddenly remembered that FD and I had once raised an orphaned deer. So Ronnie put in a call to FD yesterday afternoon, explaining what had happened. FD was already out on the road on business and headed home, so he told Ronnie he would pick up the fawn on his way back to town. Once FD saw the injuries, he determined he would have to seek help from a veterinarian.

Of course I was initially elated when FD called me with the news. My dream had indeed come true! But I was concerned when he told me he was at the veterinarian’s office here in town. A couple of times in the past, I had called them for advice or help with an injured animal and was flatly told they did not treat wildlife. To boot, a couple of close friends had complained that the two vets at that clinic were simply “cattle and horse” doctors, and not really geared toward pets. Because of this, I feared the worst. And it wasn’t just our local vet’s office that I had been disappointed in when I asked for help with wildlife. In fact, in many times of need, I had called all around the vicinity and pretty much got the same response from every vet I contacted – “We don’t handle wildlife”.

But, when FD came home with “Ronnie” the fawn (named after the man who rescued him), he gave good reviews and great detail about his and Ronnie’s visit to the veterinarian’s office. The entire staff was kind and friendly… and very receptive. FD was not put off or turned away by them, but was told that, as long as we had a permit with the state to rehabilitate wildlife, they would certainly help us.  The vet admittedly had not stitched up or worked on a deer before, but he got out his reference books and calculated the amount of anesthesia, and put great thought into how to stitch this little fella up. FD said he did an expert job. After the stitching was complete, he injected an antibiotic and instructed FD about taking the sutures out in two weeks. Likely, in that short time, Ronnie will be too wild and strong to safely transport in a vehicle!

Ronnie quickly discovered the rugs throughout the house.
Ronnie quickly discovered the rugs throughout the house.
The master bedroom is still the main place of safety for Ronnie!
The master bedroom is still the main place of safety for Ronnie!
Ronnie intuitively knows to lick his wounds and keep them clean.
Ronnie instinctively knows to lick his wounds and keep them clean.
One of three areas that required sutures.
One of three areas that required sutures.
Emma is definitely the BIG sister. She is probably at least two weeks older than Ronnie.
Emma is definitely the BIG sister. She is probably at least two weeks older than Ronnie.

So far, Ronnie has been having a little trouble accepting the milk bottle, but we will continue to work with him. And, he is already head over heels in love with his big sister Emma. Emma surprised us by mothering him – licking his wounds and licking all around his tiny body. He, in turn, tagged along behind her all through the house.

*UPDATE* Tonight, with encouragement and advice from my dear, deer friend Kimra, who suggested sweetening Ronnie’s formula with Karo syrup (I had none on-hand, so substituted Blackstrap Molasses),  little Ronnie, with some help from FD, sucked down his first 5 ounces of milk!

When Emma arrived, I thought a second deer would be the “angel” we needed to keep her company. But I think it is Emma herself who is our angel. Little Ronnie is probably two weeks younger than Emma, and he was stressed and scared when he arrived. Having been cut by a combine, then spending the afternoon in a tractor with a human, then transported in a pickup cab by FD, taken to the vet and tranquilized for stitching up, and finally waking up to find he would be spending the evening with humans, inside a house… well, Emma was indeed the angel that calmed him and soothed his frazzled nerves. And I cannot help but smile when I think of the busy farm workers who took the time to notice the fleeing doe, the buzzards flying overhead, and shut down their combining to go on a search for an injured animal. Those other “angels” made calls and took the necessary steps to see that the injured fawn got help. And I have only rave reviews for our local vet, who was willing and took time to help us and help Ronnie get the best chance at healing.

Emma helps to care for her new brother.
Emma helps to care for her new brother.

I think the lesson here, is that we must always be ready to entertain angels… they walk among us every single day and come in many forms!

© 2016 Day by Day the Farm Girl Way…

 


39 thoughts on “A Dream and a Few Angels

  1. Oh how wonderful!!! I knew you were really hoping for a second fawn, but for Miss Emma to take him under her wing like that; I’m totally in love!! I admire your selfless commitment to help injured and orphaned wildlife. It’s an amazing gift you have, my dear sister, to be a mother to such special creatures!! Beautiful story, cannot wait for updates!!

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    1. Aw, thank you Baby Sister! I sure wish I had Emily here to help out this coming week… or maybe the entire summer! Ha ha! FD and I just keep smiling all morning. Those two are cute as can be!

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  2. I believe that dreams communicate all kinds of things to us. The reason my husband and I got together was because of a dream! Those two fawns are as cute as anything I have ever seen! Adorable! So exciting to anticipate your adventures with them. Lovely post Lori.💕

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    1. Oh, the story of you and your husband sounds interesting! I have always had dreams – vived with lots of detail and use of all senses. This one was so strong I just knew it would happen. I’ve had some other dreams lately about death… but not in the way people might think. It is more of a symbolic death of letting go – of some pain of the past. Those dreams left me feeling amazing and quite liberated and free. 🙂

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      1. Yes, I had a series of dreams once, over a period of about a year. The action in the dreams was about me being in disastrous situations but at the final seconds of the disaster I would survive. The next year I had breast cancer but I knew I would be ok and I am. Those dreams, crazy as they were, really helped me.

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        1. That’s interesting to note, Ardys. As a child I had some of the worst dreams. But looking back now, the dreams were a sort of therapy for me. I just didn’t realize it at the time. I have gotten really good at determining the meanings of my dreams now. It is exciting to think that there are other spiritual nuances working here that help us along in life.

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  3. Lori your really do have ESP dreams. It looks as if Ronnie is going to be ok thanks to the farmers, the vets, FD, Emma and, last but not least you the adopted doe mother. Here’s wishing you the best possible outcome for both Emma and Ronnie. I have been thinking about Daisy deer and how she has fared with birthing. I hope she is ok and that her babies are safe and healthy.

    By the way that’s a cool selfie of you with little Emma. 🙂

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    1. Thank you, Yvonne. I’m terrible at selfie’s – the intent was to show everyone how Emma is always right there under my nose! She like’s to suck arms, legs, the neck and chews my hair (which is now very short!). I generally find it easier to put her in the deer pen just across from the garden where she can still see her mama but not be in the way. Daisy has shown up a few times for feed. She must have the fawns not too far off… and she’s acting like an alert and protective mama so I’m sure everything is fine.

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  4. Lori this just leaves me speechless, teary eyed, and in awe! what a blessing to get to have these experiences and special loves in your life!
    All I can say is…..WOW!

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    1. Ha ha! Gaye, I’m speechless a lot too. It is a real blessing to have these experiences with nature and the wild critters. I love writing about them. People like you who encourage mean so much to me. It’s a wonderful thing to know like-minded people who care about these creatures.

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  5. You are ethereally connected with these animals, like an angelic connection. Just sharing my thought, who knows what’s true or not but this premonition/dream makes you wonder and certainly makes my heart purrrr. So many mysteries we can’t account for, but the loving ones, those are the best. ❤

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    1. Paulette, you have beautifully put into words what I believe as well. There are many mysteries of life. Whatever our perception or perspective is, is what speaks to us. I am always happy if it causes another person to ponder it or consider something deeper. Dreams are fascinating to me. For much of my life they have helped me heal or even prepare for something great. In this case, the dream was a promise of things to come. What a wonderful blessing!! 🙂

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  6. Wow, Lori, this is an amazing story! And wonderfully written, too. I’m so glad you share your experiences with us. I’m looking forward to hearing more about these two little angels!

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    1. Thank you, Monica! I’m sure I will have to MAKE myself find time to write. Now I totally understand how mother’s with several children feel. Between the dogs and baby deer, Daisy and two other does in the area with their young, not to forget our returning squirrels, we have a lot going on around here!! 😀

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      1. Maybe scribble down notes each morning or night in a journal so you can come back later and be reminded of stuff, and see some storylines. That’s what I do when traveling and there’s no spare minute for writing a real story. Not that you asked. But I write sensory details and also how I felt at the time about what I saw, experienced, etc. I’m selfish, I just want you to keep writing to us!😊

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  7. Wow, this saga continues to fascinate me. Nature really is a beautiful thing and you are on a very interesting and exciting adventure with these fawns. They are adorable! Look forward to watching them grow through your eyes.

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    1. It’s fascinating to us too! In many ways, it’s easier with two of them now – they entertain each other and Emma is such a great big sister! I’m using my iPhone for photography mostly. I just don’t have time to lug my DSLR around. I will do my best to keep everyone updated! 🙂

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  8. Lovely, heart-warming story. I had no idea that a fawn could survive a farm accident as you described. Commend you and your family for your dedicated work with wildlife rehabilitation!

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    1. Thank you, Nick. It is a lot of work but so rewarding. We try very hard to keep things “deer-like” so that when they are released to the wild they should have the best chances for survival.

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  9. The way you are going Lori, I am going to ask you for the lottery numbers for next week! The older I get, the more I realise that coincidences are most probably not a “thing”. I think that everything happens for a reason and the choices that we make whenever we get to make choices, shape us, and the world around us for better or worse. We read SO much negativity and are constantly getting hit over the head by war, famine and fear as that’s what sells on our media but it takes its toll on our mental health and it turns us into fearful islands who don’t trust other people. You just redressed that negativity with a little ray of light. Thank you for sharing this lovely story and how intuition is a real thing and that it grows and becomes stronger, the more willing we are to step out in faith and believe that everything has a purpose and a reason. I think you have found your reason Lori 🙂 (Obviously, it’s to give me next weeks lottery numbers! 😉 )

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    1. I’m willing to try!! Ha ha! So far I have not won the lotteries here either, so I’m not sure I’m that talented yet! But I’d sure give some numbers a whirl for you! I’m with you all the way about everything happening for a reason. Even what we consider not so good or a tradgedy does have a silver lining in there somewhere. I used to be the worst sort of Eeyore… but those years were necessary. As you say, all of that shapes and we reach understanding… and compassion… and love. It all works you know. I didn’t always know that but I do now!

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  10. Oh you are so right that the right people in the right place made a difference – noticed the buzzards and stopped – the vet who looked it up in a book and decided to try.
    What a rough start for Ronnie, but with Emma and a little help from her friends, he’s safe. What a summer this will be. (And I loved the expressions in that first picture!)

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    1. Almost always, we are amazed at the people who come forth to rescue an animal or bird in need. Some of the stories just blow us away. I mean, not too many farmers would stop harvest production to look for heaven knows what in a huge field. And in the past, I have had little luck getting help from a vet… yet this vet stepped right up and made our day so much easier. And I am always amazed at the resilience and pluck that all of our wild critters have shown in surviving. We’re the real benefactors here… this work is life-changing.

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  11. Wonderful you get to experience raising young deer once again. Emma and Ronnie will be in really good hands not only while they recover but after they leave the nest for the open woods!

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    1. You’re right Nathan! I hope they do well in the open woods just as Daisy deer has. It will be an interesting journey for all of us to watch this dynamic duo grow up and become wild, as they are meant to be.

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  12. Heaven sent treasures into your care, Lori! I must admit, that when you said the combine got him I expected far more damage. I am so very happy I was wrong! I look forward to reading all about Emma and Ronnie over the next months. How long does it take for them to become independent enough to be released?

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    1. Normally they could be released at five to six months. We did not release Daisy until hunting season was over when she was eight months old. It will be interesting to see if Ronnie and Emma will join Daisy and the local herd. Daisy and two other does are frequenting the feeders now, so there will be other fawns to join up with. I hope they’re accepted. If not, they’ll have to fend for themselves just like Daisy did. 😦

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  13. Hi Lori, This post illustrates how powerful dreams can be. I wonder how your dogs are coping with all the deer action in their house? Your photographs of the fawns are delightful.

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    1. Thank you, Margaret. Photographs are fun to take at this age. I don’t always do so well photographing with my iPhone, and the DSLR is too cumbersome at the moment. So I do the best I can with what I can tote around in a day!

      My dogs just ignore the fawns. All three are elderly and just recently both Bear and Zoe have had critical health issues. Bear’s seizures have increased, and Zoe has congestive heart failure. Last weekend Zoe was so bad I didn’t think she would make it. It is difficult for FD and me to give everyone the attention they need. I am cooking for Zoe and Bear now, and I think it has helped them have the best of health in the long run.

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