A Week Of Woes and Wonderment…

Do not worry. This post is not about Daisy deer and her pregnant status. It is hard to tell with her, but I suspect she is still two to three weeks from having her babies. FD and I saw her this morning and she was doing just fine. Spirit was a little way back in the woods having a nap. With the heat finally arriving in Oklahoma, animals and birds seek shady spots where a nice breeze might help to keep them cool. I noticed too, that the spring colors are back in outer-wear, and the deer are sporting their fabulous reds again. With their thinner summer coats, all of the animals of the woodland appear slender – well, except Miss Daisy, who is rather round in the middle these days.

This is the only chick that would come out to pose for me.
This is the only chick that would come out to pose for me.

The week of woes actually started in the old barn one night, when a raccoon found a weak spot in the wood and once inside, found another loose board up high on a door frame, and had his way with the chickens. As a result, we lost five young hens, and found one with a badly chewed neck. FD’s mom was upset. Most of our hens are older and do not produce very many eggs, so we rely on the younger stock for the larger portion of egg production. In this raccoon attack, we lost almost half of our young hens. So, being practical folks, we surprised Mom with ten poults for Mother’s Day, along with a couple of bags of feed, and a heating lamp because the weather had suddenly turned cool.

It took at least ten minutes for this little fella to relax enough to poke his head out of his shell!
It took at least ten minutes for this little fella to relax enough to poke his head out of his shell!
I don't know anyone who would sit still with a spider crawling around on their head, but this little fella didn't seem to mind.
I don’t know anyone who would sit still with a spider crawling around on their head, but this little fella didn’t seem to mind.

On a better note, that same weekend while FD was down in the canyon, he discovered the tiniest Ornate Box Turtle I had ever seen. He was very shy, likely having just emerged from hibernating. Oklahoma has had an odd cool spell lately, and this little fella seemed to enjoy the first warm week on the woodland floor. After photographing him, I placed him back where FD found him. Several minutes later, he finally ventured off to a tall patch of weeds, crawling in to hide under the thick mat of dried leaves. As he disappeared under the cool, damp debris, I wished him well in his life’s journey.

Monday morning, I was busy at the computer when I heard a strange noise. I could not say just what it was. I looked out the back door but saw nothing amiss on the porch, or at the swimming pool. I looked beyond, but still saw nothing out of place. Around lunch time, I ventured out to hang some bed sheets on the clothesline and noticed that something did not look right in the canyon. In only a few seconds, what was not right registered in my brain – a giant elm tree had snapped about fifteen feet above the ground and fallen across the buggy trail. I went down with the camera to look over and photograph the damage. After inspecting the tree, I noticed that most of the trunk was completely rotten.  Only a small portion of the tree had been living and strong. I wondered what we would do with this mess? We could cut the smaller portions and leave the big trunk to deteriorate but, with a burn ban currently in effect for the whole western part of Oklahoma, we would not be able to burn the limbs as we went. And, in just a couple more weeks, it would be impossible to burn anyway. Once Daisy deer births her babies, we will have our own, self-imposed burn ban in effect, as we try to keep Daisy and her babies calm during the summer months. So, burning would be out of the question until autumn.

View from the bottom of the slope near our house.
View from the bottom of the slope near our house.
Not a stable prop-job!
Not a stable prop-job!
View from buggy trail in the woods.
View from buggy trail in the woods.
A large portion of the elm tree trunk was rotten.
A large portion of the elm tree trunk was rotten.
The ripped bark made a beautiful piece of artwork!
The ripped bark made a beautiful piece of artwork!

The silver lining to the fallen tree is that, on the following mornings, we spotted Daisy and Spirit and a few other deer eating the elm leaves that were now easily within reach. Daisy has always loved elm leaves, and apparently it is a “deer delicacy”. At least while the downed tree lies on the woodland floor until we can clean it up, the deer will enjoy the spoils. I have even seen the deer eating dead, crunchy leaves, but do not ask me why. It sounds completely unappealing to me.

Last year while Daisy was busy nursing her twins, she often came to the elm tree in front of the house and looked up. That was cue for FD or I to pull down the lower branches so our little mother could have a snack! The things we do for our kids!
Last year while Daisy was busy nursing her twins, she often came to the elm tree in front of the house and looked up. That was the cue for FD or me to pull down the lower branches so our little mother could have a snack! The things we do for our kids!

On Wednesday, the phone rang during lunchtime. The caller ID indicated it was a local number, but not one I was familiar with. Having a sinking feeling, I answered and, sure enough, it was a wildlife rescue call – a man who was nearly hit in the head by a baby squirrel falling from the tree he was standing under. He thought it may have fallen from a nest, but he could not locate one. This man kept two dogs in his backyard so, not wanting to take a chance, he scooped the baby up and called the game warden, who gave him our phone number. FD and I both wondered later if this was a case of the mother booting the runt from the nest, or that maybe its siblings had ousted it. Sadly, this sort of thing happens with all mammals. Anyway, the poor little fella was stunned and scared when the man brought him over. So, while holding and offering quiet comfort to the shy critter, FD got online and determined our new little charge was about five or six weeks old. Baby squirrels should not be released on their own until they are twelve weeks old. With summer travel plans scheduled, FD and I knew we would not be able to raise this little guy through the weaning process, nor could we ask our house sitter to take on such a challenge. FD drove the baby squirrel to WildCare, a wildlife rehabilitation facility about an hour away. Here, the little guy will be among new friends, as they all get the care they need until the time for their release.

Thursday morning, after putting some fresh deer feed down in the canyon and spending some time scratching Daisy and picking ticks off of her, I headed quickly back up to the house to finish breakfast. Once I reached the back porch, I looked back to the feeding area to wish the girls a good day, but Daisy and Spirit had already vanished! Catching movement to the right of the feed pans, I discovered why the girls had disappeared so quickly! There stood a skinny coyote! I ran into the house to alert FD and grabbed my camera to try to capture a few shots of this unwanted visitor. As I made my way carefully to the porch railing, the coyote came up the slope to the backyard! I had never seen a coyote so close before. To me, the coyote’s eyes were creepy-looking. Its hair looked scraggly, though it was probably just that it was in the process of shedding its winter coat, like most other mammals. Despite me moving slightly, it still had not seen me, but seemed rather intently focused on something off in the distance to the east. I snapped two photographs hurriedly before the “click” noise and flash from the camera alerted the coyote. Spotting me on the porch, it headed quickly back down into the woods. I was not so worried about Daisy, for she is very alert and probably saw the coyote and bounded off deep into the woods. My thoughts were more about the timing of things. We did not need a predator on the place just before all of the deer in the area were approaching birthing season! So, for the rest of the week I was on coyote alert!

From the back porch I saw the coyote coming up the slope to our backyard.
From the back porch I saw the coyote coming up the slope to our backyard.
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This is not a good quality shot, but it shows the coat and facial structure of the coyote.

On Saturday, FD and I were busy working outside in the cool of the morning. Our smallest Japanese Chin, Zoe, had come out with us. She is my little ranch dog, always at the ready to ride in the buggy or simply lie nearby and watch me work. Occasionally though, she snoops around and gets herself into trouble. This morning, as one might imagine, it was not long before I was running to and fro, tackling my chores – I had soaker hoses going in the garden, and a couple of sprinklers to periodically move around the house. In between, I weeded the lettuce garden, the raspberry patch, and the flowerbeds around the house. After a while, I got to wondering where Zoe was. I yelled her name and walked around the house, but she was nowhere to be found. I moved on towards the garden, calling for her as I went.

Finally, I spotted FD over by the neighbor’s chain-link fence that divides our properties. Gladly, Zoe was beside him, but I had to wonder what on earth FD was doing bent over in my tiger lilies? FD was always good to help me out in the gardens when I needed it, but he was never really “into” posies! As I neared the fence, I saw something long and furry dangling from his right hand. Oh no! I hoped it wasn’t the little bunny that we had spotted for so many evenings, having a nibble in my lettuce garden. Each evening toward dusk, the bunny would appear in the lettuce. I never saw him come from the yard, so I assumed he or she might live under one of the shrubs near the house, just next to the lettuce bed. However, I had not looked for the rabbits home in the shrubs, lest I disturb a nest or send it off never to return. I have learned that some things in nature are best just left alone.

The lettuce garden where I often saw the bunny grazing at dusk.
The lettuce garden where I often saw the bunny grazing at dusk.

As I approached, FD explained that it appeared the rabbit tried to flee a predator of some kind, and wound up getting its head and upper torso through the chain-linked fence, but the hips got stuck. The bunny was trapped, and the predator had gutted it. The victim was not yet stiff with rigor mortis, so it probably had happened earlier that morning. I was sad. I took the soft, furry rabbit and buried it near the coon-ravaged hens that I had put to rest nearly two weeks before. For a moment, having never held a wild rabbit, I observed the lifeless body. The feet were smaller than I had imagined, and the fur was so very soft. As I dug a deep grave, I thanked the bunny for its life and the moments of happiness and delight it had provided me while I watched it nibble away at the various types of greens in my lettuce garden – spinach was its favorite.

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Today, I went back to the fence to photograph the wisps of fur that remained on the wires of the fence where the bunny had been. Already, some of the fur had vanished. Perhaps a bird used some of the fluff to line its nest. A few green bottle flies and some other type of flesh flies were gathered around, likely working on some blood that remained in the soil. Not far away, the maiden grass, where I had put the tiny frog with severed legs just a couple of weeks ago, waved gently in the breeze. I had not gone back to check on the little frog since putting it there. It was not necessary. I simply kept the area watered just in case, so that my friend would have a moist spot to live if he chose to stay there. And, if he did not make it, then the flowers and grass would still benefit from a good soak.

As I stood there reflecting back on the fate of the rabbit, and the frog, and all the happenings of the past week, it occurred to me that life was just that simple. Nature did not look back. It did not have expectation of what should have happened. It did not project what could happen or what might be. There was no plan for the future. It lived in the moment. It died in the moment. It birthed, and healed, and endured in the moment.

Though I do not always like the outcome of a situation, I have learned to accept it, and to move on. What good would lamenting and worrying do, after all? It would not change the outcome of the tree, the squirrel, the rabbit, the frog, or the chickens. Thinking of the tree and these critters, everything I knew and experienced of them was still good. Death had not taken that from me. The mystery of what awaits me in the next moment will always be my gift, my freedom to experience whatever comes to me. And, when these gifts come my way, no matter what the outcome, I will not look back in sorrow, but will, instead, be happy to have experienced another of nature’s moments, and lived and known the wonder of being free.

Bewick's Wren
Bewick’s Wren

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39 thoughts on “A Week Of Woes and Wonderment…

  1. Loved reding this post. I did not like reading about the demise of the hens. Please put the bottom fencing in cement and use stronger wire. Those masked bandits can make their way into just about anything that has a loop hole. And do be careful with your little dogs. Coyotes have been known to snatch a small dog or cat rigth in front of humans. No joke.

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    1. Hello Yvonne. All of our fencing is buried about 12 inches, and we have good, secure fencing. We also lay heavy timbers at the outside edge of the fencing to keep diggers from trying to get under. It’s the old barn that mom keeps the chickens in that is in ill shape. She and her husband have tried to patch weak spots but truly, the barn wood is so rotton, it’s not a very good option for a chicken shelter. FD and I hope to build our own… but as you know, there always seems to be something to drain any spare money. Right now we know we need to put a storm shelter in, as many tornadoes as Oklahoma sees. Something always breaks down about the time we gather enough funds to start the project.

      When I let our dogs out I keep watch like a shepherd would his sheep! I go outside to do a check on the property first, scanning it for any predators. I once had a fox set out to nab one of the dogs when I let them out just as the sun was coming up, but I saw it leap from a low branch in the tree and I went after it (with only my flashlight!!) and it ran off. A coyote, I know, would not turn and run. I’m as careful as I can be.

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      1. Thanks for the reply. I know you are careful but the predators are faster than a New York minute.

        I hope yoiu get the storm shelter build real soon. I want one as well- I’m very afraid of the weather. A tornado hit this tpown in the 50’s and killed about hundred people. And still houses are built with no storm cellar. I don’t understand.

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        1. I grew up in Nebraska and everyone had storm shelters or a basement. Here the soil is mostly sand rock and basements leak. For us it has been about the expense of the shelter. I think many folks are putting in safe rooms that double as storm shelters on new constructions. We hope to get to the storm shelter this winter. We have some trips this year that are now or never… so we go with opportunity!!

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  2. When we grew up in southern Ohio there were no coyotes at all, and now you can hear them calling at night and they are everywhere. Actually, it’s the same with deer, none except the ones in enclosures when we grew up there in the 50’s and 60’s, but now they are everywhere. Best to you all.

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    1. Man’s attempt to “control” populations takes on a broader spectrum than just looking at the species population. Everything we do affects the ecosystem. I think we will continue to see problems that we’ve created by taking up so much of the natural habitat (with our own human over-population), pesticides, and environmental pollution. The coyote is a very adaptable species (as are many mammals).

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  3. Have you ever heard of hugelkultur garden beds? The involve leaving the logs (cut up) and heaping soil over the top and result in amazing growing conditions for plants that retain moisture over the summer so keeping the plants on their sides growing. Here are a couple of links and they don’t take much effort to create…

    http://www.richsoil.com/hugelkultur/

    LOVE that image of you, one of your chins and Daisy out sharing an elm tree 🙂 A perfect study in kinship 🙂

    I think that the further away we get from nature, the greater the distance we put between “us” and “them” the more we lose. Nature is so full of life lessons that teach us, enable us to learn and grow and that prepare us and ease us into phases of our lives. Watching how nature and our fellow animals live is an amazing leveller. Who CARES if your favourite television show just got the axe, somewhere out there something is being born, is living in the moment, could care less about our artificial world…life is so good when you live on the fringes and can really appreciate your real place in the world 🙂

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    1. Hi Fran! No, I hadn’t heard of hugelkultur gardening. I’m going to check it out!

      I have several shots of FD and myself pulling elm branches down for Daisy. Even Spirit got close enough recently to enjoy the same spoils her mother gets! That was very amazing! Though, it isn’t as easy as it looks. One must battle off pesky mosquitoes while hanging down hard (sometimes) on a limb to get Daisy the best leaves!

      I think a lot of folks don’t “get it” about nature until they’re mature… older. Unless we are brought up appreciating nature and observing her gifts, it isn’t noticed. It’s the elders faults really, for not instilling the wonders of nature into the lives of the young people. I think it’s too convenient to let the TV, computer or cell phone babysit the kids nowadays. Some, sadly, never come out of the artificial world.

      I like that term “fringe dweller”. That’s ME!! 😀

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      1. With you on the kids needing to have experience with nature. I spent my formative years on 100 acres running barefoot between paddocks and the sea, an amazing childhood, not because I was raised particularly well or my circumstances were in any way “good” but because I was right there learning my life lessons in the thick of it with nature as my teacher. Spirit is going to have to rely on you guys more once Daisy has her fawn and she might become a little more tame then. Those of us that choose to be “aware” of nature around us and accept that we need to fit in with her, rather than the other way around, are all fringe dwellers…keepers of the truth 🙂

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        1. Beautifully said, Fran. That’s what I love about you… I might be thinking something not knowing how to express it, and then you show up and say it with such ease.

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  4. I love that Ornate Box Turtle! So cute. I don’t think we have them in Michigan. And I also love that picture of you pulling the branches down for Daisy — that says SO much about you and your relationship with her.
    I know I still need to reply to your email but when I read this >> “Though I do not always like the outcome of a situation, I have learned to accept it, and to move on. What good would lamenting and worrying do, after all?” >> I figured I’d just tell you about the outcome of the nesting mallard right here.
    When I got home from the birding festival she still hadn’t hatched the chicks. But on Sunday evening I went to check on her and saw two ducklings poking out from underneath her. I planned to go back first thing in the morning to hopefully help escort them to a nearby pond. But Sunday evening we had some trouble with a construction crew across the road and I spent some time dealing with the sheriff’s deputies trying to get it resolved. The details of that aren’t important except to say that I was frazzled and upset and completely forgot about the mallard until lunchtime yesterday.
    When I finally made it over to the nest site she was gone. The clerk in the Rite Aid told me that she’d been there with 4 chicks at 10 am and then nobody saw where the little family went. I went looking for them in the shopping center, worrying that I’d see them squished on the road. Found nothing…. Then I drove over to the nearest pond and took my binoculars and camera and slowly approached the water. I could see a Canada Goose and goslings in the water, and then as I got closer I noticed a female mallard sitting in the grass in the near side of the pond. With my binos I could see a couple little ducklings too! I was so relieved for a moment, until I took a few steps closer and she alerted the babies and suddenly there were six of them jumping up. I quickly backed off so they wouldn’t be forced to flee into the water. So unless the clerk missed a couple of babies this probably wasn’t “our” mallard. I felt despondent, considering it a personal failure that I hadn’t been there when they needed me. I continued my search for a while and then told myself that whatever had happened was already done and there was nothing I could do about it now. I just hope that mama duck had a plan and got them somewhere safe.
    I am learning so much from your outlook on life, Lori. Thanks for being my teacher.

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    1. Oh, Kim. Don’t think I haven’t been in your shoes – just a different situation. In the past I have wondered and worried myself sick. The time I lost the two sister squirrel babies that fell from a tree, I did everything I knew how and they both died in my hands. It took me weeks to quit blaming myself. I cannot remember who told me one time, but it was said to me that when we fail to help an animal (or a person for that matter) or we botch something, the animal has not given its life in vain, if we learned from the experience. As a child, I witnessed a horrible scene with a dog at my dad’s hands. I had blocked it for decades it was so horrific. Then as an adult, I remembered one night and I couldn’t imagine how to process such a crime against an innocent life. But knowing the animal gave up its life, giving me compassion and caring about all of nature – well, that’s how I had to look at it. Because of the price one dog paid, it changed a human. I would lay my life down for that cause – to teach another.

      You are a beautiful soul, Kim. You have a most compassionate heart.

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  5. Hi Lori, talk about ranch life! Raccoons, coyote, rabbits, chickens and all the little criters. I hadn’t seen a photo of a coyote before and thought they were larger and more blond. It looks like a large fox. I hope Daisy, Spirit and the other deer stay safe. I love that you thanked the ‘spirit’ of the young rabbit for the pleasure it had given you and the rare photo of you and Daisy having her sweet elm leaves. You take care of so many living things and with such love xxx

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    1. Thank you for that lovely comment, Henrietta. All of these critters have a purpose in my life, so it feels right to thank them for the message they leave me with. Coyotes are actually the size of a medium dog. The eyes are spooky. I was so disappointed in my shots, but that was because I was in a hurry and not really positioned well. Plus, I was trying to remain still – another impossibility for me! I can’t ever sit still for long!

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  6. This is a great read, Lori. I think it is difficult being the protector of prey animals when predators are around. There is the tension between wanting your charges to live and the knowledge that if the predator doesn’t kill or eat then it dies or its young die ……and predators are needed to maintain the natural order of things – both prey populations and the environment in which they live.
    Whenever I watch a wild life documentary and some poor creature is being chased by a predator, I remind myself they are both running for their lives.

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    1. Watching those documentaries are so hard for me. I usually look away, but do not leave the movie. I understand about the nature of things… it’s just difficult for me to view. I was fascinated by the coyote though. I’d never seen one so close!

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  7. Just learning to be in the moment is very difficult for humans ( We love to complicate and What if things – not always for the best – worry and planning robs us of the richness wrapped around each moment)
    Wow- a coyote picture. Lucky sighting. They are so reclusive.
    Don’t burn! The tree fell in a bad spot, but would be tempted to leave it for snacking and shelter for some. (the broken branch shot is art!)
    So much in the post. Lots of smiles. (The squirrel will be happiest with friends there – they are social creatures) Perfect chicken pix – it looks like it’s doing the Hokey Pokey.
    Enjoy the day!

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    1. Oh I couldn’t agree with you more about how humans complicate things. I need constant reminding… thank goodness I get a dose of it every day here! For now the tree remains. FD did some cutting on it though, because it blocked the buggy path. We didn’t want to put more tread around the tree on the woodland floor. It wood will be a shelter for some animals, and yes, Daisy and the local herd continue to nibble at the leaves – even though now they are crunchy and dry! Thank you for your always lovely comment!

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  8. As I am in the process of moving 1000 miles away I am looking at the past and imaging the future with a lot of unknowns. Whatever it is, it is. I am ready to embrace what lies ahead and keep all I have learned and cared for close at hand. Turn, Turn, Turn. I have injured my physical self by using muscles that have not be called into service for way too long and my appreciation for some simple activities are front and center. So is prayer for repair! Thanks for another beautiful description of the best life has to offer each of us! Love, The Lioness

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    1. Thank you, Lioness, for those wise words. I wish you all the best in your move, and in bodily repair. I’ve indulged in that myself and injuries sure do set us back a bit!

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  9. Lori, I can only with that one day I’ll learn to accept the workings of nature and not brood or lament over some of what inevitably happens. You are, as always, so wise, and such an inspiration. And not just because you get to hang out with deer at oak trees with friendly pooches nearby. 🙂

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    1. Ha ha! Thank you Sid. It is pretty cool to hang out with Daisy and Spirit and a trio of Chin. Don’t think I don’t brood and lament too. We all slip into that at times. I just try to go with the flow and accept what is… and live in the moment. It keeps us from a lot of misery!

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  10. Nature … living in the moment. It is the way of things.
    The coyote photos were excellent! and the turtle, too!

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    1. Well thanks… I wished I had more time but those coyote photos were just a couple of quick clicks and it was gone! I felt so fortunate to see one up close. At least I could glean a good bit from the photos later. I think I’ll always remember those creepy eyes. EGAD!

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  11. As always, Big Sister, being so close to all the nature around you, you have an awesome insight to the ways of the wild. It’s not easy for many of us to accept the harsh reality of the animal world, or the food chain for that matter. I always appreciate how thankful you are for every little creature for contributing their life in some way. You have a beautiful, simple piece of land that is home to so many little creatures. Thank you for sharing it with the rest of us in your writings! Beautiful post!!

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